I went to Camp 5 with C last night. It was my first real bout of exercise since the Marathon on Sunday.
We started with some warm-up climbs near the auto-belay – nothing too taxing, though I could feel some strain in my muscles already.
Since I agreed I was going to start working on my leading, we headed over to the lead walls after and I climbed the pink route in the corner.
An ultra-slow climb from me highlighted one of my problems when I lead – I think too hard about every move. I assess the move, the power in my limbs, fatigue that I feel and start searching for alternative moves that appear to be the “safer” bet. All the while, my energy reserves start depleting and my mental goes out the door when my arms feel pumped.
My top-rope climbing style, on the other hand, is the converse where I just go and let my body’s instinct decide the next move. This may not the best way to climb either, for there is too little thought involved and no assessment on an efficient move versus a move the body is capable of. If I could strike a balance between the two styles, I feel my climbing ability should improve.
I moved onto a rather juggy blue route that Supermei calls a “warm-up” route. I have no doubt it is for her, though from my viewpoint, I beg to differ. I have attempted this route once before. Regrettably, I feel my first attempt for superior to yesterday’s climb. Two bolts before the anchor, I succumbed to the need to hangdog not due to the fact that I could no longer climb any farther, but because I detected a trace of lactic acid building up in my arms.
Yes, I’ll be the first to admit that it was a very feeble excuse to hang.
After resting some and then some more, I climbed to the next bolt and rested on the rope again. I knew the holds were large, but my mind kept questioning if it would be large enough for me to hang on to. I knew that it was still some ways before I really desperately needed to hang, but the mind was weak. After resting the second time, I went up for the anchor.
C wanted to rest, so I repeated the blue route on top-rope. Sad to say, I was still unable to complete, but I went farther than my lead climb before I had to hang. I got to a rather large jug that I could share with both hands and started chalking. For some reason, my hands kept slipping from the hold no matter how much I chalked. It got to a point where I could barely get my resting hand into the bag before I had to swap hands.
When I got back down, C and I retreated back to the amniotic comfort of top-roping. Despite all the excuses I made about having to recover from the marathon, there is no denying the fact that I am indeed a lazy climber. I looked for every excuse to go easy when I knew it was time to buck up and pick up the pace again.
Perhaps the marathon really did take a toll on my body because I struggled on the top-rope roof climbs the way I had when I was first rebuilding my strength. Even though I knew I had cleaned all these routes before, it seemed my muscles had claimed weakness and made a concerted agreement to bail on me.
I pressed on to the yellow roof and told C that I was going to finish it if she had to haul me up to the anchor. She obviously was not listening very hard, because she was generous with the slack. When I went for the crux, I was careless with my foot placements and my body swung out. My abs refused to contract and I could not get my legs back to the roof, so I released my hand holds to rest on the rope. I fell a distance before the rope went taut.
It’s ironic that I felt completely calm from the moment I knew I was going to let go until the moment the rope caught my fall. My mind was completely calm in its confidence that the safety net was there. The distance of the fall is no different to some of the lead falls I have taken before and yet, when I took those lead falls, my composure was rattled to the point of agitation. Even as I type this and think about those lead falls, my palms have begun to sweat.
I know that there must be a way to overcome this fear. I’ve read about the topic and discussed it among other climbers enough times to grasp the various reasons for the fear and countless methods to overcome it. So far, none have given me any personal successful in mastering my fear.
I ended the night with the original routes I warmed up on and took a fall on one. My muscles were screaming all the way to the top, but I wanted to end on a solid note. It is interesting to note that brain activity is inversely proportionate to fatigue, for I began to make silly moves that were off-balanced and costly on the energy reserves. Technique was a word that existed in someone else’s vocabulary. Despite the lack of finesse in my so-called “warm down” routes, I was glad I fought the urge to skip them.
The morning after, I paid for it. I awoke feeling languid both physically and mentally. I felt as if I had slept poorly the night before as my arms and back were aching and my mind was groggy with a hangover.
I climb again on Saturday. I look forward to being in better form.
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